Well,,, I’ve been thrown a lifebelt. This morning I was thinking I was going to be either homeless, in the nut house, in a depressing Hostal or hospital. Looks like my family are giving me a final chance to make this right, be the person they know I can be.
My parents are allowing me to stay with them for the near future, my partner with my daughter are prepared to have me back once they have seen I have conquered the booze (that is truely my last chance to ever live a normal family life and be a full time husband and father figure).
I am desperate to make it this time. I know every time is the last time, but for some who have experienced a real last time, I want to hear from you.
What do you do differently to really crack it. How do you make yourself not want a drink after a tough days work, a hot summers day, in times of stress or my biggest worry, when invited out and everyone else is drinking and on a different wavelength through booze, how do you ignore the urge? What turned you off liking alcohol?

My final chance to save my sanity:day6:a108: