I’ve been able to quit drinking, but I’m having lots of other problems.
I haven’t been able to apply myself in work… I lost my job.
I haven’t been able to maintain a social life… I have no friends. My phone doesn’t ring. When it used to, I ignored all of the calls.
I’m torturing my gf… i turn my pain out onto her, as if she is the problem.
All I can figure out is that I am running on self-pity: poor me I can’t get drunk or high anymore, so I’ll just crawl through life.
What recovery is there for me? I can’t afford counseling.